I want it so badly

You know to be in love I want it so much that it hurts just thinking about it, I cant wait till it just knocks me over the head and I am "head over heels" for someone and I cant wait to hear his voice on the phone and anticipate going to go see him and just know that he feels the same about me too someone to be able to just talk about nothing or sit and say nothing at all I want to be able to be goofy and serious be able to go to taco bell in our pj's and have a great date and the get all dressed up and go to some place nice I want that.............When will I get that?